Togas.

Mrs. Francisco entered the classroom during Filipino time. She asked us to put the size of our TOGAS on the paper she handed to Jona. TOGAS MY FRIENDS. Many said "AWWW". I think i was actually one of them. Hell yeaa. I wanna get out of highschool but, i don't think that I'm ready.NOW. :| I am scared of what will happen to me with a new school, new teacher / professors and lastly new people. Its kinda hard fitting in at first, don't you think? Its scaryyy and exciting. :| Hai. I wonder kung saang school ako papasok. D8 30+ school days na lang. D8

Feeling Tumblr. =))

i've been tumblr hopping. Many people are now using the said site so i decided to browse on some pages. :d I was fascinted by the pictures. HAHA! Sa blogspot kase more on words, dun naman graphics which is cool. AT dahil nainggit ako. MPF! I made one! YAY!

Fail ba? Di naman diba? HAHA! Nakakatuwa lang. Naaadik nanaman ako sa Adobe. I'm trying to make some quotes and find suitable pictures. Ayoko ipost sa Fesbook. Wala din namang nangyayari. HAHA! Share ko na lang dito. BTW. CREDITS TO FLICKR FOR THE UHMAZING PICTURE. ;> gagawa pa ko. Nakakaadik. Gumawa kaya ko ng tumblr? HAHAHA. Tapos graphics lagn ang ipopost ko dun. YAAAAY. Tama tama. =)) Pero tnatamad pa din ako. =) Ok na toh. HAHA 

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crack crack

"Its not that i don't feel anything when I see you with her. Its just that i try hard not to show it."

-A.JAYMALIN

-friends. walang intriga ha. trip ko lang gumawa ng quote. wala akong mapost na iba eh. siguro by next week may bago na kong post tungkol sa cheering. kami ang POWER RANGERS. hooray, :*

Life's Remote Control

I dunno where i got this but I LIKE IT. I hope life has a remote contrl just like this one. Like in the movie "CLICK". HAHA. For suuure. I'll always use the STOP nd the PAUSE button. Life  chokes me sometimes. :| It makes me wanna stop and just cry because of all the bottled up feelings.  I want to PAUSE things. Because some memories are too happy and pictures ain't enough. :)

The rest is just BLAH.

I didn't pass UP.   YES. it was depressing but it was good that i got over it. HAHA! My parents told tme that if i really wanted to enter UP-d i should try my best and should have good grades. As for now, I am still praying. Btw. I passed for the Acad Scholarship in LCCM. -___-" Nothing interesting is happening with me right now. Life is really unexpected. You'll never know how things will turn out. IMMA UPDATE YOU GUYS after na ng lahat lahat.

Things to do before they tell me i can't anymore.

When the internet jammed and my fingers wanted to type so badly. Heheee. I typed things on MS WORD. :))

THINGS TO DO BEFORE PEOPLE TELL ME THAT I CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE.
-I want to witness the sunset and the sunrise.
-I want to go to boracay.
-I want to go to El Nido / Palawan
-I wanna see the canyon in Corregidor
-I wanna take a picture of me in the old streets of Vigan,
-I want a picture of me in a plane.
-Celebrate Christmas Eve in the Vatican.
-Have a picture taken in the Eiffel and the Great Wall.
-Go Fishing.
-Learn how to ride a bike.
-will throw a bottle with a message inside in the ocean.
-MOUNTAIN CLIMBING!
-Write a short romantic/comedy. HAHA.
-I’ll buy myself a digicam and a new phone.
-Ride a Ship.
-have a new hair do
-be a vocalist of a band.
-have her own website. OYEH. this i LIKE.

I'LL DO THESE! SWEEAAAR. :) lalo na yung sa VATICAN! lakwatsera ako, you know? kaya ayan! Halos lahat yun tungkol sa pagalis. BWAHA. :)

IV WISDOM @ TAGAYTAY

--did you know that i have to repeat my WHHOOOLE post just because the freaking internet connection was damned and i wasn't able to publish it? HOOOOOH. *hyperventilates* 

IV WISDOM| 01/15/2010 | TAGAYTAY

We went to Tgayatay around 7:30 in the morning. We used LCCM's big bus. It was too big that some of us is sitting alone in a 3-seater sit. I wasn't expecting the ride to be that long. I thought that Tgayatay is just minutes away. HAHA! We had a stop over. Jona and I bought fruit shakes inspite that fact that the wind is so cold. When we got to Tahanan ni Santa Monica retreat house IV Justice was there taking pictures. I gave my friend some waves and smiles because that's all i can give them After all they were headed home whil we were just about to start our retreat.  Everyone gave retreat letters, it was touching that even the guys did theirs. Thank you pala friends for the SWEET SWEET retreat letters.    We went straight to the conference room and Siter Jazz gave us some reminders and told us about the house rules. Food were placed outside because eating inside rooms were not allowed.  I shared room with Jona, Tif and Mariz.  It was a quiet room actually because Tiffany is usually asleep so is Jona and Mariz was always writing.  Room 24 (which is our room is infront of Dorm 2 where all 16 guys stayed) was also the extension of the boys' tooth brush area. Some of them didn't bring tooth paste and some even tooth brush ( YIII. MARK. hahaha) Kuya Raymond was always inside our room.  There are two double decks and i was on top beside the window. HAHA! Super lamig sa pwesto koh.  

Around 1.30 we watched a movie entitled "Atonement". It was TOTALLLLY b-o-r-i-n-g.  It was about an unrequited love. A girl was in love with a guy named Danny who is, i guess, twice her age.  Danny likes another girl who is the lead girl's sister. She was totally jealous to the point that she said that Danny raped someone. See how bitter she was? Anyways. Everybody was sleepy. Some already fell asleep and nobody understood the shambled story.  The movie ended around 3.30 after that we ate merienda in the dining hall. Carbonara and Garlic bread. SUUUPER YUMMY.  

4 o clock. We went to the conference room where Father Joel is.  He told us to leave our slippers and things outside because we are going to have an activity.  Before entering the room they told us to pick one sheep inside the plastice bag.  After getting inside Father Joel instructed us to find other classmated holding the same kind of sheep. We were 12 in the group and we are Flock GREEN. The game goes like this:  The flock / group should go to the other island which is outsude the room.  We were given 5 rugs/ lotus feet which we can use in crossing.  The rules: only 3 people per rug.  You can move your own rug.  You can step on other people's rug but you cannot move them.  Bawal hilahin yung rug because the crocs will move. The crocs btw are Ms. Espejo (mommy croc), Ms. Ariola ( ate croc) and Father Joel (baby croc) when he told us about it everyone laughed hysterically. So the we made our strategy but it didn't work. HAHA! Naiwan kami ni Joy then Father said: GAME OVER. He told us to sit on the floor and he ask \ed us about our observation. I answered: Everyone was eager to win. In this activity he taught us 2 lessons:

-Winning isn't everything.
-Even if its legal it doesn't mean that it is moral.

He told us that in our society today people do everything just for them to win. even if it mean pushing other people away.  He said that the idea of everyone of being winners is hard. Well ateleast he said its hard, not impossible. He asked us if naisip ba namin magtulungan para manalo lahat tapos walang losers. He said that if we can do the game again, he asked us if we will do what he said.

After non he taught us some songs: ONE WAY pati STILL both by Hillsong United. Buong Wisdom na-LSS hanggang school kinakanta at halos lahat ng status sa FB yun. Tapos nun we ate dinner. Nagayos ayos ng gamit. Tapos we went back.  Nag-discuss si Father. He told a story about a father and a son.  The son went to a dte and promised to be back by 12 midnight.  So by 11 he asked the girl if he can bring her home because he promised his father he would be back by 12.  But they saw his HS friends. So they had coffee in Starbucks and it was quarter to 12 so he said goodbye to his friends. But his friends asked his number first and apologized for letting him stay.  He brought the girl him and he got by 1.  He knocked and knocked and his father asked him "What time is it?" So he said 12.  "Anong usuapan? " "I'll sleep outside" "Good night!"  So the father went inside the house leaving the son outside.  A few minutes later the father came back with a pillow and a blanket.  "Usapa natin, you'll sleep outside, pero wala sa usapan na hindi kita pwedeng samahan." the father said.  AWWW. Then Father told us that that's how God loves us.  He showed us video of a father and a son.  The father is a bridge contratctor.  Something happened and the boy slipped, if the father pushes the lever many people will die and when he pulls it his only son will die.  The father chose the salvation of many. Super sad. :( There is also a song entitled: DANCE WITH MY FATHER. i cried. :)) 12 na hindi pa kami tapos so pinatulog na kami ni Father kase late na we had the mass 7 in the morning. 

GRABEH NUNG GABI! MAY NAGAPAHABOL SA ASO! :))))) Tapos pag tumingin ka sa labas parang scakes and ladders. Papasok na lang sa kaniya kaniyang room para lang di mahuli sa labas. HAHA!

Nung morning nasermonan kami ni Father dahil isang di ilalang tao. There is something about what he/she said that made father angry. Tapos nung nagmass siya iba yung way ng confession namin.  I read the first reading. Super ganda. :) Tapos when they gave the retreat letters from  our parents. Umiyak lahat. Di lang pala iyak. Hagulgol pala. HAHAHAHA. Lalo na yung katabi ko pati si Eka! :)) Super sweet din ni Mrs. Espejo kase ginawan niya din kami ng retreat letter kahit na pareparehas kami nng iba. :))

After ng mass, bfast, after nun goodbye tagaytay na! AWW. Super saya talaga ng retreat. Thankyou Wisdom for making it so memorable. Thankyou din pala sa mga retreat letters! :) ILOVEYOU SENIORS. :) 

*ps. plmat na bukas. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. THANKYOU. :)